flawless victory

i punched the girl i love most in the head today while we were asleep in bed. you see when i sleep i dream and im always on the defense, im always trying to escape someone, or something. natural disasters, people, places. i try to scream but i never have a voice, and i try to punch and kick but its like im in slow motion with 20 pound weights on my limbs. im not kidding. this makes my body freak out, and i start throwing punches in real life. this isnt the first or second time ive done this to her. sorry!